Life’s like this now. A boring routine. Before it gets even more boring and dull, I should cheer it up!
How to motivate people when I feel it hard myself to keep motivated?
Dang! wake up, the time is ticking.
Life may not wait for you tomorrow.
I miss blogging. Really.
I won’t say I was busy all this while.I am not even so occupied with work stuff that I don’t even have time for anything else. Body has started aging, feeling sleepy as early as 9.30pm and will start to doze-off later than that. It’s not that I don’t like my work, or I wished to have more sleep. I just want myself to be more energetic everyday.I want myself to be strong and my brain to be functioning at its maximum speed everyday which is closer to impossible I would say. I just want my mind to focus on the present. And only the present. I do not want to forget birthdays because I have too much work on hand. Or forget that I have to some errands. I want my body to not feel weak when I am home so I can do some chores before getting off to bed. I need my days to be productive. How I want to be that superwoman. Well, sometimes I am quite confused of myself being lazy or being weak. Or maybe its just the same, or almost.
aha.
bibir itu membicarakan syurga,
tapi hati,
hati itu masih penuh bintik bintik hitam
berkelam benci, berkalung pedih.
fikiran itu pula jauh dari bait bait puisi agung Al-Quran
ironinya asyik menerjah ke jalan-jalan hanyir penuh bangkai
kaki melangkah kemana mana namun terhenti di setiap lorong ke istana cinta
mata pula terbelalak tatkala dihidang nikmatnya dunia.
lalu
apa itu kata kata syurga yg keluar dari setiap bicara?
apa hanya sekadar membilang sesuatu mengharap redha ya Rabb?
melontar sesuatu yang kamu sendiri kurang sanggup menanggung?
atau hanya bertopeng bidadari menutup wajah penuh ngeri parut kelmarin.
* the poet in me suddenly wanna comes out.. but after so long, that piece doesn’t sound so nice eh. and I always have problems on titles..
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Salah satu intrumen kekuatan manusia itu adalah keberanian untuk membuat keputusan yang tepat. Bertindak dengan memikirkan kesuluruhan logik serta pertimbangan akal yang lurus.
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda,
“Semua umatku masuk syurga kecuali orang yang menolaknya.”
Para sahabat bertanya, “Siapakah orang yang menolak syurga ya Rasulullah?”
Rasul lalu mengatakan, “Orang yang mentaatiku akan masuk syurga, dan orang yang menentangku, dialah yang menolak syurga.”
Manusia yang masuk syurga seperti yang disebutkan dalam hadits Rasulullah s.a.w bukanlah orang yang diberikan syurga secara percuma, menang loteri, undian atau cabutan bertuah.
Mereka juga masuk syurga bukan kerana perantara, bukan kerana mempunyai kelulusan doctorate, bukan juga kerana berkududukan tinggi atau bergaji besar.
Tetapi mereka masuk syurga kerana pilihan mereka sendiri. Mereka kemudian mencari sebab-sebab dan berusaha untuk memperoleh apa yang mereka putuskan. Mereka juga menempuh sebab-sebab itu dan memperjuangkannya dengan sungguh-sungguh, meredah onak dan duri, aral yang melintang, ribut dan taufan malah apa-apa sekalipun.
Akhirnya, mereka memohon dengan penuh khusyuk, pengharapan dan keikhlasan yang dalam supaya Allah memasukkan mereka ke dalam syurga-Nya.
Sungguh, syurga itu satu pilihan.
Rujukan: Meraih kekuatan dari yang Maha Kuat, M.Lili Nur Aulia
In the name of Allah, the most gracious the most merciful.
My blog had been very quiet lately. I’ve almost forgotten that I owned a blog.
Its good getting to know other people’s update on life, work, studies etc. I’ve been a quiet reader & observer lately. Or maybe I am made that way. I prefer to observe and do less talking than let people hear about myself.
Life has changed quite tremendously within the past few months. I am pretty sure that your life have changed as well. Indeed. Some of my friends are already engaged, some were married, some have become mothers and some are expecting babies soon! Isn’t it wonderful?
Everyone had chosen their path, maybe some may still be searching theirs, like me. I do not intend to write too long here, really. I have a lot of thoughts in mind right now. I just need time to put it down in words, or maybe it’ll all just slipped away before hand.
Which is it, of the favours of your Lord, that ye deny?
Clearing up boxes of notes found me a note,
saying,
“Time pass by so fast..
and now you’re flying high.
I wish you the best for today, tomorrow and the years ahead.
Always pray and do your very best.
Study hard, and study smart.
You’ll find that there’s no goal you can’t achieve.
Whenever you fall, pick yourself up and continue to walk.
Don’t wait because time will never wait for you.
Together we succeed for a better tomorrow! Best of luck. “
It was badly handwritten. I believe the handwriting belongs to me. I guess it was a note for me to myself. =P
But yea, I dedicate this note to anyone of you who read this. =)
Moga Allah memberkati setiap hari, redha dgn setiap perkataan & perbuatan kita. All the best to all of you.
My journey has reached the ending. But oh Miri, you’ll always be in my heart. Because here, I’ve found myself and my life.
Alhamdulillah. ^__^
Till we meet again someday, insyaAllah.
argh. malunya tgk gamba2 lama.. =’(
malunya with my own self.
how i wish i could just turn back time and change all that…
I suddenly feel that it won’t be long until I’ll have a life on my own.
Got married and have a family.
and it won’t be long until I’ll have to be independent and leave my parents for a real life.
I feel like I haven’t really contributing anything to them.
and it feel all yesterday when I was small, and mom will iron my school uniform and prepared my breakfast.
it really feels like it was all yesterday.
P/s: been thinking a lot about my life after my degree, where & what to do etc. A’ishah’s pregnancy makes me think of marriage too and also a lot of other things. Just hope that I’ll do just great with the guidance of Allah, amin.
I used to have a dream of having my own band.
with me as the lead guitarist.
I also love to sing, but my honest opinion of myself said that my voice isn’t that outstanding.
There weren’t many girls who can play guitar and sing at that time as compared to now.
So yeah, I did consider to choose singing or playing music as a career.
I had a few memories singing at the Beach club Danga bay and Jazz corner in JB with my bro’s band. Also some performances for school and family events.
I was quite a bright student in school, front class, a prefect, queens guide etc, so i guessed entertainment industry isn’t for me. I’ll just play music for fun, I decided.
Thinking back now, I am glad I didn’t choose that path. Can’t imagine what would I’ve become if I did pursue music full time. Its not what I wanted after all.
I still do love singing and playing guitar but I only do it a few times over the weekends or to freshen up my mind after a long and tiring day. and yea I only do it with a bunch of girl friends and family. =))
I think that there’s nothing wrong in doing something that you like as long as you do it in the right way, and as long as you don’t let yourself drown in it. its only an opinion, correct me if I’m wrong.
my guitar for 6 years now. still loving it.
P/s: Fyi, the idea of writing this post aroused after reading a status of a friend in FB. hehe
Eid Mubarak everyone! Semoga Ramadhan yg lepas menjadikan kita insan yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya.
Do you think I like who I was before?
Do you not think that I fight every single day of my life now to be a better person?
Do you know how hard it is?
yes, you don’t. Because no one does.
and it does not matter anyhow.
Coz what matters is Allah knows.
Allah knows. and only knowing that, is enough to make me feel at ease.
so whoever out there, just do the best out of yourself. Ignore whatever people said about you if you just stop and listen to your heart that whatever you do is just for the Almighty. Whatever they said, making fun of the good thing that you do, it doesn’t give you any good, at all.
to all my deary sisters, I pray that Allah will give all of us, the strength and courage to do the best, like what a muslim should do.
