when sadness flew, hope comes.

I miss blogging. Really.

I won’t say I was busy all this while.I am not even so occupied with work stuff that I don’t even have time for anything else. Body has started aging, feeling sleepy as early as 9.30pm and will start to doze-off later than that. It’s not that I don’t like my work, or I wished to have more sleep.  I just want myself to be more energetic everyday.I want myself to be strong and my brain to be functioning at its maximum speed everyday which is closer to impossible I would say. I just want my mind to focus on the present. And only the present. I do not want to forget birthdays because I have too much work on hand. Or forget that I have to some errands. I want my body to not feel weak when I am home so I can do some chores before getting off to bed. I need my days to be productive. How I want to be that superwoman. Well, sometimes I am quite confused of myself being lazy or being weak. Or maybe its just the same, or almost.

aha.